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one.more.addiction
age: 21
sex: female
sexuality: no answer
location: Kansas (United States)
Last online: February 2nd, 2010, 9:14 pm
member since: February 11th, 2006
title: Starling
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The name's Ashley, and you want to know me.
Nothing more;; nothing less.
Don't let the pictures define who you think I am.
I'm much more than a bunch of pixels on your computer screen.
I'm from da ELkay babyy. (620)
Sadly, I've met my fair share of all the wrong people.
If you plan on making me feel content, then by all means let me know.
I've decided something....
I'm tired of thinking about the past
No more over analyzing everything and thinking how I could have made it better, or what I could of done differently.
Its the past there is NOTHING I can do about it.
I'm also tired of thinking about the future.
Will I look good tommorow? WIll I be prepared the next time it happens? blah blah blah its
pointless, theres not way of telling what is going to happen and that is part of the excitement.
I'm ready to just live in the present. RIGHT NOW. and just do what i want to do, and say what i want to say in that very moment.
I should be a much happier stress free person that way.
Over the years, I never expected to go through everything I have gone through. I have endured a lot of pain and a lot of pleasure. I have developed the most amazing friendships (and just added on to the ones I have). I have laughed until I have peed my pants, and cried and let my friends hold me. I have laughed when it was inappropriate. I have moved around quite a bit. My relationships have shifted. I have tried things and failed; I have tried things and succeeded. I have had my 17th birthday. I have been introduced to beautiful music, and beautiful films. I have experienced new emotions and even more of the old. I have given up on judgment. I am happy with who I am.
I am quirky, witty, and funny. My life is so random though it may be hard to understand. To be close with me, you should have an imagination. I love to say "OH HELL NAWWW, is that grape soda?" and giggle a little. I love to pretend. I'm not crazy, then again; sometimes I think we all can be! Everyone's life is hard and complicated. Nothing in life is random, and loving is the greatest joy of all. I like to believe in the Lochness Monster, and listen to Indie Music. I like to jam to something screaming for a hot second and then rap something freestyle (or the latest hit on the radio). I like country music too.
I used to think I was a lot more complicated than I am. But truthfully, like I said we are all complicated. The key is figuring yourself out and the rest comes a bit easier.
I enjoy trying new restaurants, even though I am probably the most picky girl you will ever meet. I like feeling and I'm not afraid of touch. I love looking at art and even though I have certain types I do myself, I can appreciate them all. I really do love people, but sometimes I find myself nervous and shy. Other times I find myself having so much fun and being super outgoing. I am introverted, but I have grown to accept other peoples views. I plan to experience life a bit more.
I have a pretty decent list of accomplishments in my life that make me smile, but I am very humble. I appreciate them in my head and I don't like to brag or steal spotlight. I am a well rounded person who loves seeing others succeed as well.
I am myself and though not perfect, satisfied. So do not be afraid to talk to me. You're not weird, or wait, if you are so am I. Please tell me a funny joke. Or a random word like "BAH" or "PUH". It will put a smile on my face. I am very, very easy to please.I AM the most random person you will ever meet. I will ask you weird questions (what if we see different colors?) and I will pretend to talk in a different made up language (like SimLish...you guys know what I mean!)- See with the pretending again. I'm a dork and a nerd and a philosopher. I am not as smart as I think I'm sure, but I like to think so. I left my high school in early 2008 (You can say I 'dropped out' if it pleases you). I have gotten my diploma and Im proud of myself, and proud to say I will be starting college this fall. I plan on attending GCCC in Kansas for a year and moving on to bigger and better things. It will be a challenge and a masterpiece. I hope. Life is beautiful and life is crazy. Life is hard and life really hurts. Life is indescribable, always.
AND THATS THE WAY THE COOKIE CRUMBLES.
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