¥Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream.¥
¥About Me¥
Looking to meet people to chat with and get to know. Local or
not, I want to atleast get to know you. I live in south jersey, very local to Philadelphia and about 70 miles from Manhattan. I am an administrative
assistant for a computer company, I also do model on occasion. One of my
biggest loves is movies and my passion for movies is in my blood as one of
my 3 brothers is a movie director. Other passions of mine include music(see
my playlist), working out, computers, trying new things, sports,
philosophy, travelling, poetry, clubs/bars on occasion, concerts and
hanging with friends. I also should note I used to play guitar & am always
looking to get back into it. All of my friends are very liberal minded as I am,
many of them are bi or pansexual like me. Well, I am sure you will wanna
get to know me as I would like to get to know you. Don't be shy {carpe
diem} and drop me a line.
Be sure to visit my Vampire Rave site as I mentioned and check out my
journal on there, also there are more photos of me, located under the
portfolio icon on there as well. The banner for my VR site is below.
Seeking
unique individuals. Ones who crave, lust and follow a different path than
most. Tired of boring, mundane types...Enter my world and together our worlds may never be the same. I have some pretty highly diverse fetishes
& fascinations that lean towards the darker side of life for sure. Read
some of my poetry and you'll see that more clearly. I am a highly open
minded individual who is a liberal minded, free thinker. I like having bi/gay
male & female friends. I have dated bi males and bi/gay females. When it
comes to who I am attracted to I am non gender discriminatory or
Pansexual. That is to say, I look at the PERSON, not their gender. I really
wish the rest of the world as a whole was this way, but I don't judge
anyone who is not. I respect other peoples points of view. It would be
great just getting to know someone on here & wherever it leads to from
there is up for fate to decide.
For profession, I do administrative work for an IT company in their
corporate headquarters fulltime and also I model on occasion. Be sure to
check out my poetry by heading over to my site on Vampire Rave by clicking
on the following link:
MsSanguinarius's Site. To get to the poetry once you click on the link, go to the link on my site there that says Journal and then click on Poetry once inside the journal.
I am on MySpace as well, to see me on there click here:
I dislike ignorant, close-minded and judgemental
people. The kind who are frigid conformists who never ever seem to think
outside the box. The type who are sexually closed off and just extremely
guarded in general.
Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me
Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise...
(don't look my way for help,
from the beginning you came to me)
Never asked you to like me,
I don't want your praise (we won't play your games)
Look down on me, spit in my face,
you're nothing to me:not to me
Darkened eyes you'll see,
there is no hope, no savior in me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
Learned from years gone by, no one will care,
what happens to me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
My presence won't be ignored, no not today
Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way
(don't look my way for help,
from the beginning you came to me)
Asking questions, predetermined answers,
you won't find them here (we don't want your opinion)
And I don't want you, I won't let you think,
compromise is near. 'Cause it's not near.
Darkened eyes you'll see,
there is no hope, no savior in me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
Learned from years gone by, no one will care,
what happens to me
(don't look this way, don't breathe this way,
don't stare this way, anymore)
I'm alone in here
No more feelings
Killed my fears
Don't ask
you'll never know
you're left behind and I'll be exposed
Far away, you keep on trying...
Holding me down, breaking away,
trying to distance my life.
Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer
the one that could change your mind
But it's not true, I don't need you
Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine
I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul
And in the end you're all dead to me....
Whatever Helps You Sleep At Night by: This Is The Hospital
The slaughterhouse kings are here to stay.
She walks in and picks her poison, just what she needs.
She tells herself her lies won't hurt one bit.
Princess of thieves, and queen of laying with enemies.
Go flood your lips until they close.
You're at the end of your line I hope you know.
And use these words, ignore the noise.
I bet you thought this was never ending.
The saddest songs were sung for you.
Go drag this out, and beg for tears.
She pleads her case to ghosts.
But mother mercy is nowhere close.
You're not leaving here tonight.
I'll take the blame for this so you don't live with this.
We've come to the end of our road, we've been here before, and made it out.
But no one gets out of here alive.
Long live the slaughterhouse.
Lip Gloss And Black
by: Atreyu
YEAH!!!!!
If I gave you pretty enough words
Could you paint a picture of us that works
With emphasis on function rather than design
Aren't you tired?
cause i will carry you
On a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed just a little less human...
After all these images of pain
Have cut right through you
I will kiss every scar and weep
You are not alone
Then I'll show you that place,
in my chest where my heart,
still tries to beat;
It still tries to beat
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
Live, Love, Burn, Die
Live, Love, Burn, Die
Live, Love, Burn, Die
Live, Love, Burn, ... Die!!!
I
have a tremendous passion for movies and you can say it is really in my
blood. I say that because, one of my 3 older brothers is a movie director
out in Hollywood (and his wife is an actress). My brother also teaches
acting as a former actor himself.
