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Shiloh, My Air;;;
 MyLastBlkRose | My Dearest Loves;; considering there is no how than there is no way Considering you think I gave up on you.. I guess I cant change your mind considering you think that I view you the same as everyone else.. Wake up..plz I just want you to know you changed me in ways I never thought possible I used to look in the mirrors for hours staring into the eyes of a girl I knew better than anything and a stranger at the same time. I would keep telling her how much I hated her, how ugly and fat she was, how worthless she was. That all she was good for was what others wanted of her. I spent my whole life giving and giving and giving to others and never taking never giving to myself. I spent years allowing men old enough to be my father degrade me and tell me they hate me and the fucked up thing was..I LOVE IT..because I thought that was all I would ever deserve..hate You came into my life, and I don't know HOW you did what you did but you changed me. There was a point that I was in the mental ward every other week and while not there I spent the time on the phone with a man twice my age listening to him tell me how he is going to kidnap me and torture me to near death. How he would NEVER tell me he loved me, because I would NEVER deserve it. And you...you happened. you saved me from myself, from the evilness the world possesses. You saved me from the grasps of men who would have killed me .. I remember the first time..you told me you just wanted to heal all my cuts and make all my scars evaporate. You don't know this..but I spent hours crying after that.. because I had NEVER felt so loved before in my life. These scars, they are a part of me.. These wounds I carry within me...also a part of me. The ones that are clearly visible and the ones that you couldn't find if you examined me in a glass jar for years with a microscope than disected me. But they are there. and I told myself to accept that..because no one would ever be able to even START to get to them, to help them heal.. and your there.. or you where your fingertips ran across every jagged incision within me they traced across the internal bruising that I cant see, but I know is there, that I can feel. You saved me.. And I will always owe you my life for that. And you know..they say That if you love someone or something to let it go.. and .. If it comes back, than its meant to be;; Maybe I'll be as lucky as Bella and you will come back. But I know for a fact that I will never find my Jacob I will never find anyone who could start to even fill in a fraction of the whole that seems to be gaping inside my chest..getting wider, deeper, more painful by the minute. And with this sad heart I say goodbye to you and Wave I never saw true pain til I saw your blue eyes cry, and I held your face in my hands;; I'll miss you my loves; Alex: Your my soulmate..believe it or not, you saved me. I need you like the stars need the night sky..like the clouds need the wind to move Shiloh:You are the greatest friend and brother a girl could ask for. You made me laugh more than anyone ever has..thank you babyboy<3 Brianna: Your the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes upon..you changed my life...thank you. and to the rest..plz tell them these messages;; Kinland Marissa: My Darling precious Princess, You are going to live on forever within my heart. I love you more than life can describe. Your gonna be a wonderful mommy and you will move on, and find someone who can love you better. who can treat you like a queen. I'll miss the whole.."Gawd Vinnie your such a fucken butthole"..haha I love you princess; Give our babies love from me every single day. I love you Kinnie Boo;; Aubrey Michael: You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will forever carry you and our children deep within my heart. I will forever miss the smile you would give me, and there is no doubt in my mind that everytime I see spongebob I will shed a few tears. Tell them I love them..and remember I love you as well; Keegan Thomas: Gah I don't even know where to start with you right now..You gave me the most important things in my life..our boys. Tell them their mommy loves them with all her heart and that she will forever hold them within her soul. Know I carry you with me every place I go Keag I love you more than life..Don't give up..keep going..your strong Kyle: I'll miss you..so very badly. I remember going just a few short days without you and I couldn't even function.. Stay strong baby; you'll always have me in your heart. Bailey Baby: You know..you are remarkable. You made me realize who I truly am. You made me a better person, you made me want to change. I am happy with the life we had, and I will never forget you, plz never forget me I love you, goodbye && To the rest of you, I LOVE YOU ALL!! Never forget me..any of you; Goodbye my loves; ------ What you get is what you see it won't take much to get hooked on me so shoot me right into your skin and i will be your heroin November 21, 2008, 4:06PM |
MyLastBlkRose | we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts im standing there on a balcony of summer air see the lights, see the party the ball gowns see you make your way through the crowd you say hello little did i know that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles and my daddy said stay away from juliet and i was crying on the staircase begging you please dont go, and i said romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ill be waiting all theres left to do is run youll be the prince and ill be the princess its a love story baby just say yes so i sneak out to the garden to see you we keep quiet because were dead if they knew so close your eyes lets escape this town for a little while cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter and my daddy said stay away from juliet but you were everything to me i was begging you please dont go and i said romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ill be waiting all theres left to do is run you be the prince and ill be the princess its a love story baby just say yes romeo save me, they're tryin to tell me how to feel this love is difficult, but its real dont be afraid well make it out of this mess its a love story baby just say yes, Oh, oh I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around my faith in you was fading when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said romeo save me ive been feeling so alone i keep waiting for you but you never come is this in my head, i dont know what to think he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said marry me juliet youll never have to be alone i love you and thats all I really know i talked to your dad go pick out a white dress its a love story baby just say yes oh, oh, yes we were both young when i first saw you Im sorry; ------ Well, I've missed you girl when you where gone Seems as though you were gone far too long Every crazy little thing you did And all I took for granted we never ralized just what we had November 21, 2008, 3:30PM |
MyLastBlkRose | you know
there was this time when everything was perfect me and you were the greatest of friends, best friends at that. We spent every second talking to eachother. loving eachother more than anything else in the world. somehow, and somewhere along the line I fell madly in love with you. I was far too scared to even express that to you, so I supressed it. The funny thing is that you were in love with me 2.. When we finally decided to make something out of it it was the greatest experience of my life I miss us I miss you I miss it all the way we used to be, the laughs, the "hugs and kisses" The random convo's at 3 in the morning How Barney makes girls slutty..do you remember? Cuz i'll never forget.. There is so much of me that im losing right now so much of me I need back..but I guess I just lost. All of me thats in love with you just seemed to shatter into my stomach, splintering my major organs...slowly killing me. You are my everything, you, Alex, Bri, Kinland, Kyle, Aubrey, Keagan, Bailey...must I really go on? I think you get it..I think you get the point I think you realize I need you as much as i've ever needed anything. including the heart thats keeping me alive. I'll miss you your smile your cute little voice your laughs the way you say I LOVERZ YEW SISSSSYY!!! The way you call me Princess the way you make everything all better the way every pain and hurt seems to vanish when your there I miss you I need you I love you Goodbye;; ------ How have you been? Its been awhile since you have seen my face I've tried to reach you but time has kept me from it I'd like to stay but busyness must take me And you leave as quickly as you came November 18, 2008, 8:57PM |
MyLastBlkRose | Ohh Hay bestfran
I love you ------ why don't you come over And slip into something a little more comfortable Slip into me How does that feel baby? Wait I already know I feel perfect I feel deep in you♥ September 23, 2008, 10:46PM |
MyLastBlkRose | 
LOOK WE IS PARENTS I ADOPTED THEM FOR US BRUVER I lovez you :] ------ why don't you come over And slip into something a little more comfortable Slip into me How does that feel baby? Wait I already know I feel perfect I feel deep in you♥ September 7, 2008, 2:40AM |
MyLastBlkRose | thats STUPID that he is pissed off about that
he is my FRIEND thats IT! -__- ------ Well, I've missed you girl when you where gone Seems as though you were gone far too long Every crazy little thing you did And all I took for granted we never ralized just what we had September 4, 2008, 6:28PM |
MyLastBlkRose | o.o
wtf.. r u serious? omfg wow ------ why don't you come over And slip into something a little more comfortable Slip into me How does that feel baby? Wait I already know I feel perfect I feel deep in you♥ September 4, 2008, 6:25PM |
MyLastBlkRose | 
&& I love you Brother;; ------ How have you been? Its been awhile since you have seen my face I've tried to reach you but time has kept me from it I'd like to stay but busyness must take me And you leave as quickly as you came August 28, 2008, 10:02PM |
MyLastBlkRose | SHILOH MICHAEL ANDERSON;; you is my brother 
and I am madly deeply in love with you
and I like it when you touch meh 
it feels so good..when you tear me open I love when Daddy tells you to shove it in me;; Your my Bruver, &&& Im your Sissy
&& I wouldn't have it any other way
MINE YOU FUCKEN STUPID CUNTS; yes..I said it..MINE! he fucks me...and makes out with ME...and is in love with ME! yes..he talks to ME all day long..he cares about ME more than YOU! fucken deal with it you nasty ass SKANK FACES;; kkthx:] ------ How have you been? Its been awhile since you have seen my face I've tried to reach you but time has kept me from it I'd like to stay but busyness must take me And you leave as quickly as you came August 26, 2008, 12:39AM |
MyLastBlkRose | GAHH WE MADE OUT
I LOVE YOU BABY! Big brother..*giggles* ------ How have you been? Its been awhile since you have seen my face I've tried to reach you but time has kept me from it I'd like to stay but busyness must take me And you leave as quickly as you came August 25, 2008, 12:10AM |
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