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Dreaming some more.
3.15.2010
by: Hikarux3
from: Complaints


Strangely,

after staying up most of the night...partly because of paranoia and schizophrenia...and probably because I woke up at 2:20am...

I fell asleep for a short period of time...which resulted in a strange dream having nothing to do with anything in my life, or at least, I think so.

I was sitting at the computer, on some strange video site, and it WASN'T YouTube.

The color scheme was black and blue...lightish blue, to be a bit more specific...and there was this one username whose videos I continuously viewed.

The boy, not too sure how exactly I knew, but this boy played piano, and had a twin brother.

and they both contributed to the username.

But whenever the one boy contributed, in the description, he'd never really write one, just one word, and it was always, "shy"...

He's the one who made the username.

And I remember watching each video, not remembering the visual content but what he played.

I remember messaging him in that dream, telling him how I admire the way he plays, probably stating how I'd love to play as beautifully as he does one day. He asked me my favorite composers and I told him I didn't really have any, I just liked the songs that were played, honestly.

He seemed to be amused with me, I remember wanting to meet him, so much it became an obsession of mine.

I knew which state he lived in, I don't know how, I just did, I told him that I would meet him one day, I promised him that.

He didn't seem to mind.

Then I woke up, and remembered the username...figuring, why would it be so specific for no reason at all?

I will find him.


current mood: curious, tired, a tad bit irritable
current music: piano
the time: 9:57am (EST)

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Joshua. Fucking Asshole.
3.15.2010
by: xxemoheartattackxx
from: Random babbling for a psycho girl.


I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!

All you've done is play that card.

Since I left your heart has become hard.

Playing that victim like you always do.

I'm sick of it.

You don't control me anymore.

And you wont get to see me break.

I hate your fucking guts.

So go jump off a damn cliff.

...your dead to me...


current mood: pissed off
current music: Your Going Down - Sick Puppies
the time: 9:40am (EST)

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Answer and Whisper it to me!!! I will love you for ever :3
3.15.2010
by: LusciousLipLicker
from: Dirty Little Secrets



///////////////////////////Part 1///////////////////////////
Would you kiss me?
[] Hell Yea
[] Yes
[] No
[] Maybe
[] Already did

Would you do me?
[] In an instant!
[] Yes
[] No
[] Maybe
[] You look too sweet to do..
[] Already did

Am I attractive?
[] Heck no
[] Hot as Hell
[] Fine
[] Cute
[] Okay, I think ur pretty
[] Sexy
[] Ugly!

Do you think im a virgin?
[] Yes
[] No
[] Don't know

Name one thing you would like to do to me...
-

3 things you would like to know about me?
1.)
2.)
3.)

If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes
[] No
[] Maybe

Would you rather..
[] Hook up with me
[] Cuddle with me
[] Date me
[] Marry me
[] Friends
[] Have me as a fuck buddy

What kind of underwear would you want me to wear?
[] Boxers
[] Tighty whities
[] Thong
[] G-string
[] None

What kind of underwear do you wear?
[] Boxers
[] Tighty whities
[] Thong
[] G-string
[] Granny panties
[] Boy shorts
[] None

What's your favorite position?
-

What kind of pic would you send me?
[] Fully clothed
[] No bra
[] No panties
[] Just in panties
[] Only bra and panties
[] Naked
[] Who needs pics, I have a webcam ;-)

What kind of pic would you want me to send you?
[] Fully clothed
[] Naked
[] Who needs pics, I have a webcam ;-)

On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1
[] 2
[] 3
[] 4
[] 5
[] 6
[] 7
[] 8
[] 9
[] 10

What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me?
[] Friend
[] girlfriend/Boy friend
[] Friend with benefit
[] I want your number
[] Pretty/Cute
[] Hottie
[] Sexy
[] Gorgeous
[] Amazingly Beautiful
[] I'd take you home in a second
[] I'd make out with you right now
[] I'd Hit it
[] I love you


///////////////////////////Part 2///////////////////////////

Would You...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] let me tie you down and go down on you?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
[] My Freak on a leash?


current mood: Curious
current music:
the time: 9:14am (EST)

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3.15.2010
by: Omerta
from: Thoughts.


Guess I should use this blog for something.. how about retarded comments that make me laugh?

"You are saw gorgeos..........."

Just, lol.

"I saw angels in the sky, I saw snow fall in july. I saw things you only imagine to see or do, but I still haven’t seen anything sweeter than you!
heyy hi seyx lady how are you are really hot and seyxy ı like you so much ı want see you do you have webcam"

Pass le buckeeetttt

"Hi I'm chris ur sexy have a 10"

Cool.. only hitch is that I don't have a rate bar.

"women, but more than a little child
a little more sympathetic, but good
sexy but a little more attractive ..

excellent gallery
holy woman ..

and 10"


What the crappp :D

"hello do you wear satine long skirt????"

AHAHAHA, that's the THIRD time they've asked!

"IF U HAD ME ALONE... L0CKED UP
IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS
& WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED
WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN
A MESSAGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET

send bak"


Lul, weird girl. :P


Shall update this entry as the idiocy pours in hah :D Don't think I'll put comments from DS here though, too mean??


current mood: Giggly :|
current music: P!nk - Leave me alone (I'm lonely)
the time: 5:06am (EST)

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And hate me... if it feels good.
3.15.2010
by: Jokerlette420
from: ☆☠¤†☼♠☺♫♪♥♀✄☮★


Sparkling grey, am I the only way?
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day..

Give up your way,
you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today..
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

..And you'll never hurt me again


current mood: ...
current music: Evanescence- The Last Song I'm Wasting on You
the time: 4:56am (EST)

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stupid..
3.15.2010
by: Jokerlette420
from: ☆☠¤†☼♠☺♫♪♥♀✄☮★


im stupid.
im fuckin stupid.
always put my trust in people.
over n over.
no matter how many times ive been hurt.
over n over.
over.
im so over gettin my hopes up.
im so over gettin hurt.
im so over this fuckin bullshit.
im over it.
when will i learn???


current mood: fucked up, confused, hurt,.. lost.
current music: ...
the time: 4:51am (EST)

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3.15.2010
by: Clementine
from: fly high, space cadet.




Rewind, Enitnemelc says:
*i just tried to smoke an empty bowl fml.
[It's just a shame that's all] says:
*xD
*"There's...nothing in this!"
Rewind, Enitnemelc says:
* "did i just fucking inhale all of this ash? and my screen? oh god what the fuck"


Why do I type like a degenerate in IM?
Who does that?



also, true fucking story. it was terrible.


current mood:
current music:
the time: 2:56am (EST)

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3.15.2010
by: Clementine
from: fly high, space cadet.





i almost hit a possum today.
and then i realized i had never seen a possum before.
and the first time i would have seen one would have been in the act of killing it.
then i considered going back and trying again but i couldn't be fucked.


current mood:
current music:
the time: 2:34am (EST)

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FuckTheWorldd
3.15.2010
by: WillBurnLikeTheStarz
from:


fuck dutchess, fuck time, fuck tha past, fuck dead-end futures, fuck people, fuck families, fuck "friendss", fuck alterior motives, fuck anxiety, fuck comparison, fuck pain, fuck tears, fuck emptyness, fuck "normal", fuck judgement, fuck fears, fuck paranoia, fuck tension, fuck hopelessness, fuck expectency, fuck emotion, fuck feelings, fuck drama, fuck hopes, fuck society, fuck history, fuck existence, fuck realization, fuck suffering, fuck quietness, fuck loneliness, fuck hatred, fuck modern life, fuck knowing to much, fuck knowing nothing, fuck minipulation, fuck uncertainty, fuck failure, fuck acceptence, fuck codependencey, fuck limited options, fuck living to die


current mood:
current music:
the time: 2:31am (EST)

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3.15.2010
by: Clementine
from: fly high, space cadet.





[1:06:30 AM] Greg : you're confusing
[1:06:37 AM] Clementine: i know.
[1:07:43 AM] Greg : its a good thing you're cute is all ive got to say
[1:08:51 AM] Clementine: i wake up everyday and thank myself for being cute tbh.


current mood:
current music:
the time: 2:12am (EST)

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