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Frusturated to the Max.		7.3.2008
	by: smileitsashley from: Inside the mind of an imperfect disaster.
Don't know what to do anymore. I thought you cared more. I want the old you back.
current mood: depressed current music: nothing the time: 7:58pm (EST)
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(: fill it out hoes		7.3.2008
	by: itskatty from: blog ♥
1.Your Full Name: ---> 2. Age: ---> 3. Favorite Color? ---> 4. Favorite Movie: ---> 5. Favorite Song: ---> 6. Favorite Band: ---> 7. Most Embarassing Moment: ---> 8. Are you a virgin? ---> 9. What makes you really happy? ---> 10. What makes you the maddest? -----> 11. Tell me what you think of me: -----> 12. Do you know me or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? -----> . . . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . . . 1. Are we friends? ---> 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? ---> 3. Would you kiss me? ---> 4. Would you bite me? ---> 5. If i told you a secret would you keep it? ---> 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? ---> 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: ---> 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? ---> 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? ---> 11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? ---> 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? ---> 13. Do you think I'm a good person? ---> 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? ---> 15. Do you think I'm attractive? ---> 16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't? ---> 17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you? ---> 18. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be? ---> 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? ---> 21. Would you hold my hand? ---> 22. Would you want to be my Girlfriend/Boyfriend? ---> 23. Would you be there for me if i needed you? ---> 24. Would you do me? and if so, would i be satisfied? ---> 24. Are you well endowed;)? haha ---> 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? ---> 26. Anything you want to add? --->
current mood: excited current music: none at the moment the time: 6:28pm (EST)
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This is not me.		7.3.2008
	by: StapledtotheMattress from:
I hate everyone right now. I hate my roommates for being so exclusive. I hate paying 1/3 and only getting 1/6...I especially hate that that portion is going to them without my consent. I hate that my boyfriend told me he doesn't believe in vows (like marriage). How I am supposed to believe you when you say you want to get married? I hate when people say shit and don't mean it, they just say it to please me ( or shut me up??). I'd rather leave you knowing your true feelings than to stay with you believing a lie...and eventually being more hurt when things end. I hate that I have to stay for a weekend with the two people I'm annoyed with, in a place I'm unfamiliar with, around people only they know. I hate that I have to bring my kitten (because she is sick and has to take her medicine ever day) to this unfamiliar place with me. I am pissed at myself for telling my boss that I would stay until the 16th if she needed me, and now I have to move half of my shit on the 11th and drive 12 hours...and then move the rest a few days later and drive another 6 hours. That is totally asinine. Fuck, I just can't rant anymore. I'm done.
current mood: Irritated current music: Uk Subs the time: 6:25pm (EST)
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OH		7.3.2008
	by: sarah_paranoia from: =]
she loves meeeee =]
current mood: Happy :D current music: the time: 5:41pm (EST)
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Let me be to you, The entity that haunts.		7.3.2008
	by: entropiK from:
In awful silence and dancing flames, My skin bleeds into ashes,a body enveloped in fire, a spirit rising in the dusk. I am merely the needle, rusted by the penetrating heat My form, corrupted. My soul, quite alive. In our forever next meeting, Let be me the withering rose that grows from your hatred. Let me grow vast and spread my vines throughout everything, let me carress your sublime flesh with my razor thorns. Let me be your vanity mirror, let me become a flawless creature. I shall be fed by your beauty, it shall keep me alive, it shall keep me with you always and forever. I shall vanish with you and come inside. Let me be your dagger, I shall purify you and free you from this filth, my love. Let my arms hold your beating heart, let me bath in your crimson blood. Let me taste such sweetness upon my lips. Let me kiss you with my blade. Let me be your velvet casket, I shall breathe in your last breath. Let me carry you in me, let me take you to our secret sanctuary. Then we shall look down, and watch in releif, all the failed entities try to reunite.
current mood: Goood current music: the time: 5:21pm (EST)
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i hate girl problems		7.3.2008
	by: nachaman from: pain of life
ok so the girl on ds is good now, she is no longer all over me and knows i am commited, my other problem is still there though and one more has sprung up. now im falling for another girl too. how did i get so fucked?
current mood: current music: the time: 5:08pm (EST)
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brandon's		7.3.2008
	by: real.life from: blo0o0og
so im here watching mythbusters and i'm pretty chilled out. spliff, 5 or 6 poppers. i think i've done well today, got more for later though :] good day today. yep, it is. and thank god that it is, these last two have been good tbh. good good good. arizona green tea mmmmmmmmmmmm so good. my second today, i'm pretty sure. peaceoutfornow
current mood: current music: the time: 5:05pm (EST)
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What I've Lost...		7.3.2008
	by: hello_lovely from: ehh;my thoughts
Remember when we would lay out under the stars on the white sandy beach and youd hold me close and I'd lay my head on your chest and listen to your heart beat? Or when we'd listen to each other breathe in and out in sync as the waves crashed on the rocks around us and the moon would shimmer in the water? Or when we would sit out in the meddow on a sunny day laughing and playing with the birds and flowers? You'd put a flower behind my ear and kiss my cheek and we'd lay and look at the clouds. Or when we went to the lake and sat on the dock making fishy faces at each other, laughing. And when we fell in the water from laughing so hard, you held me close and told me that i was safe from all the mean fishies that would bite my toes. And when I giggled at that, you just smiled and i could tell that you were always going to be there for me. And the day we went to that little water fall in your back yard, and you kissed me while I was lying there as the water rushed down around me, I knew I couldn't find anyone more perfect. And the day at the bon fire on the beach you held me close and kissed me, that's when I knew you were the one. But now, you're off aomewhere with some other girl doing the things we did together that brought me so many happy memories. I think about you every day. I dream about you every night. I smile because of you during the day, and i cry because of you at night. You changed my life in so many ways. But now that you're gone, I feel empty and lost. I don't even know why I waste my time thinking or writing or dreaming about you. There's no point in worrying or crying over you anymore. But just one thing you should know, I may have struggled, but I never fell. I'm stronger thanks to you. You taught me lessons I shall never forget. And now that this chapter of my life has ended, a new and better one has started. Goodbye, my love.
current mood: Distraught current music: Atreyu the time: 4:44pm (EST)
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strength		7.3.2008
	by: my_heart4yours from: mine{BUT YOU CAN LOOK}smiles
ive always had you in my heart many faces staring at me as they cross over from moment to destony, i hope that you are safe,that you are loved, that you are happy,that life brings you closer to your most ever wanted dreams, screams of joy not hate,to hold you close its never to late,are you looking for the same things i need from you,did you meen it last time when you said we were through,now im wishing for you crying but not lying when i trusted you to hold my life deep within your soul and to never let me go, so much hidden with in,we arent so close where do i begin, its another day of just exsisting in this world with a dream that one day there wont be paine inside my heart untill that day when you say those words that meen so much to me that should meen so much to you but you cant exsept that im lonely,and that i love you,i need you,i want you, but im just a memory staring back at you seeing you leave once more out the door when all i ever needed was you,good night my love untill tomorrow when it all starts over agin,huggs and kisses with alittle bit of tears
current mood: just something not so new current music: shine down <45> the time: 4:44pm (EST)
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Coveted		7.3.2008
	by: Marthiano from: A dream world in reality
A clear day before such cloudy eyes Salted tears have finally vanished a thought once held close of that goodbye it's been let go for now it's banished Cryptic words that define what i've felt many times i've fallen and risen this feeling that i've worn and welt was only inside to be killing "From behind a shield i looked into your eyes and in armor saw you fall with a horrific cry. In your absence i took your hand and kissed your lips on once hollowed land. An angel my guidance has fallen and with nothing left i fall forsaken." A clear day before such cloudy eyes Salted tears have finally vanished a thought once held close of that goodbye it's been let go for now it's banished
current mood: current music: the time: 3:58pm (EST)
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