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| Wanted (controled) | 7.4.2009 |
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by: X_Kewly-Ish-Deadli_X from: my feelings | ||
I have never let my guard down EVER!!!!!!!! Not for anyone or any reason Now , tables turn like waves crashing onto the shoreline in stormy weather This man got my my guard down so low its not there i cant control myself it feels like i would fall to my knees ,surrender and stop fighting at any moment and hopefully not in front of him but i have to do it soon, thats the scary part because what if he sees me break and doesnt help me up leaving me with tears ? he walks into the room and all of the sudden i cant breathe i get hot and cold as if i had the flu and my hands get really clammy like i was reciting poetry and i have to distract myself so i wont stare at him for hours on ends every time i sit next to him i just want to hold his hand or hold him in my arms and never let go when we r alone in the same room well u know how that goes his velvet lips and breathe taste like nutmeg his warm hands on my back then into my hair onto my hips then face thats how i lose myself control all because i gave up and let him control me i have crashed and burned into the asphalt fill with thousand of pot holes face first instead of landing on your feet gracefully in a filed of wild flowers with a halo around me . | |||
current mood: controled current music: anything that u make love to the time: 5:01pm (EST) |
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| . . . | 7.4.2009 |
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by: LillyMonster from: Veiled Thoughts | ||
happy freedom day 2 all of U who know wut freedom is. . . . | |||
current mood: current music: the time: 4:51pm (EST) |
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| Közi | 7.4.2009 |
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by: trickstar from: 〜身代わりの人〜 | ||
current mood: current music: the time: 12:54pm (EST) |
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| 2 Bullet | 7.4.2009 |
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by: trickstar from: 〜身代わりの人〜 | ||
current mood: current music: the time: 12:49pm (EST) |
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| she still loves him :/ | 7.4.2009 |
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by: Lightning from: Her old thoughts or current ones | ||
Herrow Im Ill most likely be one of the weirdest people you'll ever talk to Im hated by most but that just proves how awesome i am =] Im not one of the girls that wont talk to someone coz i think im better then everyone else Ill reply to anyone who drops me a comment =] Im a party girl and a guys girl Im as immature as they come and i have a very dirty mind I can be a total bitch at times But im a big sotfy to all others that mean the world to me I drink more then i should but i wouldnt change that Love meeting new people and making new friends TAKEN..aaron Im sick ok having my heart broken I just want someone that well love me for me Someone that wont lie to me and continue to lie when given the opportunity to come clean I want what i used to have But i let it go and now its gone forever =[ Filthy Little Monkey Boner Pic comments are always good Im a music freak i would die without music Wanna know anything else just ask Donovan...<3 | |||
current mood: dont ask :/ current music: Collapse - Rise against the time: 9:22am (EST) |
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| lebloglebloglelblog | 7.4.2009 |
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by: loreleii from: three steps forward, don't look back. | ||
I was kinda hopin' kinda hoping kindakindakinda. youknow, you. | |||
current mood: current music: the time: 8:54am (EST) |
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by: con from: so now we've fallen so hard in love, but fallen so far apart. | ||
current mood: current music: the time: 8:08am (EST) |
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| i might try this some time lol | 7.4.2009 |
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by: breadstix from: whats normal if everyones different | ||
not sure yet i dnt like wrighting lol ill c what i can think of lol | |||
current mood: im always in a good mood current music: lighthouse family - free the time: 5:46am (EST) |
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| Lace and Leather | 7.4.2009 |
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by: LonelyDoll from: The Life of a Doll | ||
Savor the senstation Touch me Break me let me know that I'm alive Softly at first Grasp it as if it were to be the last Darkness awakens our imagination Silence at first Gentle and tender Turn thoughts off and just listen To the music Surrender to the darkest dreams Close your eyes Just enjoy Live like you never have Feel it let it posses you You can't fight it Let there be trust it's your fantasy Every move Every whisper Let it sink in Precious time Is ours **I wrote this back in High School.. Like...9th or 10th grade. | |||
current mood: Paranoid current music: Back in Black-AC/DC the time: 5:25am (EST) |
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| A Fresh Start | 7.4.2009 |
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by: Schneewittchen from: The Black Death | ||
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart and it feels as though there is no purpose in even bothering with anything anymore. This week was first time in a long time that I finally got to express my feelings to the person I love, they may not have been the nicest of things, but at the same time it needed to be said. I was hurt and betrayed in the past, but with new life comes new change. This is the person I'm going to be with as long as I live and I share a beautiful baby with him. Now that I look at all the bad times and relate to my old feelings, I realize that it was worth it. No one deserves to be hurt, but at the same time you learn and although it may be hard, you stick together and move on. The future is unknown, and yet it seems as though it's a welcome unknown, the chance the redeem all the pain and sadness, replacing it with beautiful and loving memories, I know it's not going to be easy, but I have faith that everything will be alright in the long run. The past is the past and everyone deserves a fresh start. My advice may not seem like much to everyone and that's probably a fact, but if you feel this person is worth loving and made a difference in your life in a special way, then go with what your heart says. Pardon my language, but "fuck 'em" do what's right for you, opinions and suggestions are always welcome and unwelcome, but it's up to you to decide what you want to do with your future, just understand people will sadly want you to fail, yet there will be others that will want you to succeed. Which of the two are you going to let influence you? When you're feeling down, just think of all the good in your life, and have patience, it's hard, but in the long run, you'll have your answer Best of Luck! and Be Positive everyone, live life to the fullest! ♥ Bela | |||
current mood: refreshed current music: the time: 5:11am (EST) |
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