New song up!!
| Light Life | Aug 18, 09 @ 9:08pm |
| you showed me what happy is
showed me what there is to miss and when my heart hit the floor you threw me out the fuckin door then it all just falls together still you saw so much better tear this life out you make this all so complicated and all the bad shit is related you tear my light out go ahead and say that you love me but never again will i beleive yours is all i wanted to be and misery is what you leave And when you come to see you know that ill never be youll know that life isn't fair and youll know that ill never be there (chorus) |
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| fastball-shes so high | Apr 28, 09 @ 5:16pm |
| She's blood, flesh and bone
no tucks or silicone She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound but somehow I can't believe that anything should happen I know where I belong and nothing's gonna happen, yeah. Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely. She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite Do, do, do, do do She's so high, high above me. A first class and fancy free, she's high society, she's got the best of everything. What could a guy like me ever really offer? She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother --- Aha Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite Do, do, do, do do she's so high, high above me She comes to speak to me, I freeze immediately, cause what she says sounds so unreal, Somehow I can't believe, that anything should happen I know where I belong and nothing's gonna happen, yeah yeah yeah Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite Oh yeah yeah yeah she's so high, high above me. |
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| Pain | Jan 9, 08 @ 3:38pm |
I've felt the pain Played this game written my name (in blood) I tried to tape the ties I'm tired of the lies In your eyes (its all over) You walked all over me I thought i was free You showed me (that love is a game) V:II You ripped me apart over and over What a way to show that its over I loved you and you had your fun yet i am the only selfish one? I trusted you, you busted me Can we just call it even please? (Bridge) Maybe a light will shine again but my spotlight is nearly dead (chorus) I could do so much I held back for you I didn't see this coming I trusted you I let you in just to hurt me I loved you I hope you know, i can fight back I'm done with you V:III Were gion nowhere fast you hurt me again but this will be the last Let me tell you i'm too kind It's just wasted after seeing what you can do v:IV You said you loved me you put your foot in your mouth I'm sure you see You were kind and sweet you became so foul what a disgusting treat I could do so much I held back for you I didn't see this coming I trusted you I let you in just to hurt me I loved you I hope you know i can fight back I'm done with you |
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| my new song, its still untitled though, if you have a good idea let me know^^ | Nov 13, 07 @ 2:51pm |
| I'm cast into these shadows
this insane abyss As I stay, my fear grows every attempt to flee is another miss Spent so long a time taken in by the moonlight I fell for a little line no one listens to my plight (chorus) Denied my happiness It started as shameless bliss I got a bad vibe I put it aside It all happened so fast I just burnt and crashed And my greatest desire Was lost into that fire Now I'm just this hollow shell Trying as hard as i can not to break going deeper into this hell I cannot control this horrid shake Feel like i want to die Let my mind take a rest Let whatever soul I house fly That little trap was simply the best (chorus) (bridge) I gave it all of my trust It shattered, a big bust Showed not love, but lust I'm clawing at the wall this place is getting strict I find a hole, in which i crawl the sorrow filling me so thick Torn from teh life casually lived My loneliness redefined I think this may be my last trip And i can promise you, im not fine (bridge) (chorus) |
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| ahhahahaha yet another one! | Oct 2, 07 @ 6:20am |
| What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you ouy: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have sex with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you? You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please dont hold back, be complety honest... Y= Yes N = No M= Maybe Would/will you? [] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [] Fight me? [] kiss me? []Let me kiss you? [] Watch a movie with me? [] Go out to dinner with me? [] Sing car karaoke with me? [] Re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] Hold my hand? [] Let me make you breakfast? [] Help me with homework? [] Tickle me? [] Let me tickle you? [] Instant message me? [] Greet me in public? [] Hang out with me? [] Bring me around your friends? [] Be down with me no matter what? Do you? [] Think I'm cute? [] Think I'm serious? [] Think I'm a good person [] Think I'm conceided? [] Want to kiss me? [] Want to cuddle with me? [] Want to hook up with me? [] Love me? Am I? [] Smart? [] Cute? [] Funny? [] Sexy? [] Cool? [] Romantic? [] A freak? [] Gangsta? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Trustworthy [] Compassionate? [] Great to be with? [] Attractive? [] Mean? [] Well known? Have you ever? [] Thought about hooking up with me? [] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [] Wished I were there? [] Had a crush on me? [] Wanted my number? [] Had a dream about me? [] Been distracted by me? [] Looked at my page more than ten times? Are you? [] Happy you know me? [] Thinking about me? [] Wanting to call me to talk about these things? [] Going to repost |
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current mood: really tired current music: transformers? |
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| a new quiz hooray!! | Aug 23, 07 @ 1:36pm |
| Basics...
Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: I pissed you off: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: Would You... Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Buy me a birthday gift: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Go out at 4am to get me chocolate: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Keep in touch: Make me a snack: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Makeout with me: Hold me in times of need: Ditch me: Use me: ask me out: Date me: Makeout with me whenever you had the chance: Hold me and make my problems go away: |
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| this is my unfinished song, tell me if you like it | Dec 7, 06 @ 6:28am |
| I'm lost in this mixed up world
i've nothingleft for me here i cant even pick myself up i have nothing left but fear but im sure you see differently i'm left with nothing everything worth proving is it really wrong that im worth nothing? you have to be able to do something to be worth something (chorus), . . I'm just trying again, dying again self mutilation seems to be out only salvation I'm just trying again, dying again the way they bleed, is all we need im just dying again, never wanna try again why does it feel like i were not loved? theres nothing for us above? if there is a god he is frowning upon me singling me out distinctively he just loves my suffering am i his sacrifice? my life for his amusement! |
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current mood: iunno current music: ready steady go-larc~en~ciel |
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| answer me!!!! muahahha | Jul 3, 06 @ 9:46am |
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Body: would you y = Yes, n = No WOULD YOU: [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] be my boyfriend/girlfriend? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Sing car karaoke with me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? ARE WE... [_] aquintences? [_] friends? [_] in a relationship? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] hot? [_] compassionate? [_] annoying? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] odd? HAVE YOU EVER... [_] thought about me? [_] wished i were there? [_] had a crush on me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me? [_] had sex? [_] wanted to have a near epic 12 hour fuck a thon with me? ARE YOU... [_] done with this survey? [_] happy you know me? [_] mad at me? [_] thinkin bout me? [_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor? |
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| too true | Jun 9, 06 @ 11:56am |
| When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that ur not hers any more
When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that Guy Facts: When a guy calls u he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do? When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world When a guy calls you everyday he is in love When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else When a guys says "do u trust me?" thats all he wants, more than ur kisses, more than anythin else he has |
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| another one | Nov 10, 05 @ 2:57pm |
| WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF?
» I died: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I moved far away: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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