Misplaced my soul, seen it?
| Saturday Morning | Sep 3, 05 @ 5:14am |
| Fuck. I'm shattered. I went to bed at about quarter past 6 i think. N i woke up at like 9.
I spent the night talking to Hannah. <3 I can't put it into words how great i think she is and how just wow she is. <3<3<3 I'm too tired to think now so i'm gona do real well in work. Joy. :P Hannahs also the one whos redoing my profile and i REALLY like the way its starting to look. :D:D:D |
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current mood: Shattered current music: Dead Skin Mask ~ Slayer |
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| Wednesday night | Aug 31, 05 @ 8:26pm |
| Tynes out drunk. lol lovely eh. I still haven't seen her this week. :( Its mostly my own fault. If i had bothered to shower n shave before i'd be so tempted to go down to new brighton and find her now but i dont think it would be a good idea. I wish i could spirit her away for a night. *sigh*
Do i? I don't know what i want. Or what i'm doing. I say i want a relationship but i don't know how or what to do. Silly. I'm a fool. Parents nagging to get a job and charging me stupid rent and saying all sorts of shite. Hate it. :( |
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| Pizza | Aug 30, 05 @ 8:37pm |
| I want to have an 18" pepperoni pizza from pizza my heart in Santa Cruz. Just thinking of it is actually making my mouth water. lol.
Either way that place does the absolutey nicest pizzas ever. <3 I wana go there again. It can become of my random missions in life, which i'll most likely forget/not fulfill. :) |
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current mood: Hungry current music: Too late Too late ~ Metallica |
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| Wednesday | Aug 24, 05 @ 8:34pm |
| My parents come home on friday. They've been gone just over a week and nobody has come to visit me. I've left the house 4 times and 2 of those were to the garden. Once to kwik save for food and once to grays.
My teeth hurt. I'm angry and tired and i guess a vast mixture of things that amount to me being depressed. Joy. Don't need to have to worry about owing university £1150. Don't need to worry about having no money to live on next month. it should be alot simpler to be fixed. Caitlyn said it doesnt feel like 2 months since she last saw me, nice to be missed. Zisky doesn't even realise shes broken various promises to come see me and other stuffs. Joes fucked off with doddy. Gray still drives me insane. :( I just don't know. |
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| Tuesday Morning | Aug 22, 05 @ 9:09pm |
| Well its 1:52 am on tuesday morning. Joy. Had an relatively nice time playing americas army with Tiny and gray tho gray disappeared after a while.
Spent like an hour on webcam to Claire. *sigh* Wishing won't make a difference. I'm soo bored. I woke up late and didnt eat anything till like 5 today then had a bit more at abt 8. Not eating sleeping or drinking right. I haven't left the house all day. I don't know what the point is. Feel so lonely. Home alone for a week with nobody to visit. *sigh* In my dream i got bullied and left behind and abandoned. Can't even not be alone in my dreams. Didn't even have the will to cut last night. Well i the will but not the actual energy. *sigh* Still don't. Its Tynes birthday today. Shes off work today and tomorrow. Doubt i'll see her. Wouldn't want to intrude on her birthday anyway really. Text her to say happy birthday though and she seemed happy enough. Feel very down. |
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current mood: lonely & abandoned current music: Toccata |
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| Friday day | Aug 19, 05 @ 7:50am |
| Well i guess i now must be hungover, i can't hear much and i made myself throw up in the night coz i felt that ill, nice eh. :) Didn't make a mess though. :)
So lemme see, last night i went to the lighthouse pub n it was full of pretty girlies and people from work. Was funny. Then after that i went to RJs, got in no problem this time and i got a lift down of Laura Meridith, who i vaguely remember from when i used to walk home from school with Jess, i can't remember if she hated Jess, think she might have lol. She knows Karlee too though. which is weird. Laura is quite pretty. :) She had a burn scar on her chest, by chest i mean just below her neck! Which i think i randomly kissed at some point. Ahem. Had the sense to get her number at least though. I spent most of my time in there dancing with Joe and his mates and i also went upstairs for a bit and saw various b&q heads including hannah who gave me hugs :) Craig nearly got thrown out but coz the bouncers knew him i think he got the other lad thrown out! :D I bought Joe a drink so him being generous bought us both shots with my money. Strange boy. I best get my money back. Grrrrrr. I kept the shot glass for my collection (as you do) and then i fell on it at some point and broke it. :( There were people snorting coke in the toilets, real nice that was. Fools. After we left the 'club' russ pushed me in the bush, i think i deserved that, and then joe pushed me into the ground i cant recall why. Oh and on the way home in an attempt to display how joe crashed his car and rolled it i ran into a wall. Ahem. Quite shameful really. |
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current mood: Slightly hungover, deaf etc current music: hardhouse classics |
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| Claire | Aug 17, 05 @ 7:50pm |
| Claire is adorable and gorgeous and cute and i Love her to pieces and shes mine, even though she does live far too far away | |
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