Random Thoughts, By Some White Guy
| The Ever Changing Being That I have Become | Mar 19, 09 @ 10:59am |
| Today i have been doing a lot of writing and thinking. I have come to the conclusion that i think i may be manic depressive. I have come to the understanding that i really dont like my life and where i am in it. That dosent stop me from caring for others but i have been losing intrest in myself. I need someone in my life who has the same goals as me so we can achieve them as one instead of floating through life alone. I need someone that i can confide my deepest depressing thoughts in without them suggesting that i get psycological help. If it wasn't for my intrests in the art of creating music, writing songs/poems and singing i don't even know where i would be. | |
current mood: Unknown/Indescribable current music: Just the sounds the rhythms puonding in my head |
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| Questions of Love?? | Feb 26, 09 @ 2:09pm |
| I guess love isn't for me. Everytime i reach for love its stripped away from me, or lays just out of my possible reach. I know i am not a perfect man, but i know what i do on accident and purpose, and I will admit what i have done. But I am not going to give up just because someone wants to play games with my emotions. I can't help falling in love like I do, it just happens and when it does i become a oblivious to all the things i need to be paying attention to. And that makes me look like a retard after its over and i got played for the fool. I just want to know where are the girls who mean what they say? Where are the girls who want to love as much as they are loved? Where are the girls who are finished with highschool drama and are looking to go somewhere in their lives that isn't just tagging along for a free ride? Where can i find someone who wants me to devote my life to her and only her, and wants to devote hers to me?????
Please let me know if anyone has an answer to these questions. |
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current mood: emotionaly Drained current music: Android Lust – Burn |
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| Great Quoats on my mind | Feb 17, 09 @ 10:22am |
| It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom, it´s what it is ok?. Keep that in mind at all times. Thank you!
I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do. And if you don’t believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a Favor: go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal Fucking high on drugs -Bill Hicks |
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current mood: Questionable current music: None |
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