In the mind of Meee ^,^
| An above view from California | Jan 10, 08 @ 12:07pm |
| I never thought this day would happen when I got to come to California and visit someone that I have called a friend for so long. At this point all has been well, I sit here typing this blog while at her school and even on her birthday ^,^
Since yesterday I have felt as though something was wrong but it puzzles me on to what could be on my mind, I am on vacation and visiting one of my best friends. So the question that gets me is what could be wrong? I gave it some thought last night when I was laying down and it really got ot me and started to realize that it was not me that was rather down, it my life that I felt was down. I am trying to get things done in my life as far as getting higher in life and for some reason I am at the low level in life to where I feel like I am barely a kid reaching for what he wants. To many have not known, I have just recently graduated from Cosmetology school and have been working in a high class Salon and Spa going on 7 months now as an assistant. Only but several months later I have not passed my written test for the second time and everyone from my class took it once and passed it with flying colors. Though I know that all my life I have had trouble with written tests, it still bothers me that I am not getting it done. My new years resolution was to get the many things achived in life that I have been hoping to achieve. The many that include: Lose weight, and Get my license. I do not know but I feel that maybe if I get something more done in my life as far as requirements then maybe I will feel that there is nothing wrong or have no thought of the reason to be down about things. Yeah I have been hearing that whole talk about how " Life Is Hard " well yeah it is, I agree. I am just riding on the edge of it right now and on the achievment of beating its ass. Distant_Christ |
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current mood: Happy ^,^ current music: nessa's voice xp |
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| We Pursue The Art | Jan 10, 06 @ 9:53pm |
| It seems as though how many times I try to go for something that I want to go for, neither my dad nor my grandmother are positive for it. They always put the negative thoughts towards what I wish to do and simply they always tell me that my liofe is being wasted because I am not doing anything. I have been working for two weeks now and the money that I do make will be saved up for college. For as long as I can remember, I have always wanted to be in hair design and I found out that El Paso Community College offers that course and I have allready looked up the information regaurding the course information and everything.
Maybe it was just me being positive (for once) but when I got home, I talked to my grandmother about it and she was not happy about it one bit because she thinks that people will label me as a gay and that is when I got pissed off at her. I do not think that my career that I want to pursue should matter based upon what others would think, it should be based upon what I want to do. There is no wrong in what I am going to do so I do not see why it is should be a problem to them. My mom has been very going with it and told me that I should go for it because it is something that I want to do and she said that she doesnt think there is a problem with a guy going into Cosmetology.I told her the reasons why Iw ant to go into this career and she told me that I seemed very interested about it and it made me feel more better about myself which was kind of odd to me because conversations between me and my mother never really seem to be to positive alot because it ends up being a little miny arguement from time to time. I believe that Cosmetology is one of the most frequent used kind of art that we use in the world today. Cosmetology is about making yourself more better looking towards yourself and you work at it until you are happy with what you see. Well art is the same way, for example; we take a piece of paper and we sketch a fine drawing over it and now we have a nice work of art. We take something basic with no artistic design to it and then we create something to it. I believe that everyone in this world is born with a natural beauty and that they have to design themselves to look the way that they wish. Distant_Christ |
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current mood: Passionate current music: Madonna - Hung Up |
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